life has never been the same ever since i have been registered with the Singapore Nursing Board. (
wa..
macam sangat serious). but yea. not even happy about earning the current basic right now. every shift has been like hell!
I've been
walkin up and down non stop. and have not even been eating right lately. been skipping all my meals. not that i don't want to eat! i want to! but i just could not find the time to eat. work has been really busy.
just got scolded from ward sister today. it's just a small thing. why can't she just tell me properly? why must it be scolding?
I'm already trying extremely hard not to do any mistakes! but
I'm only human. nothing is perfect. that's what everyone says. but that theory does not apply to my ward sister. at all. she wants everything to be perfect. and when it doesn't, there goes your day. one scolding, and it ruins my whole day.
even get scolding for something that's not even my mistake! just because a student spoke to me in mandarin, i get scolding for not telling the student to speak in
English. even said want to report me to Ms R.G. what the hell man??
I've got so much to do, so little time. life really sucks badly here.
Definition of 'nurse' according to Dictionary.com "A person trained to care for the sick or disabled, especially one educated in the scientific basis of human response to health problems and trained to assist a physician."
well, my version is: "a nurse is someone who gets scolded for something that is done wrong to the patient, a nurse is someone who some patient treats as a maid, a nurse is someone who gets yelling from a doctor when something is not right, a nurse is the first person anyone will get to find fault".
well, that's just my life currently. hope everything goes well in future. everything is just beginning right now. i can still go with the flow.
