requires more time, please..

sigh. it's funny how great time flies. it's been 1 month since i came back from Singapore for my holiday. i know from now on i wouldn't be getting anymore extended holidays like these. but i am glad i spent the holidays with my family. we were able to go to Cameron Highlands together at least. including my extremely-busy-with-work sister. ^^'

well i want more time with my family. i know I'm being greedy. i love to laze around the house. it just feels so good to be at home. sometimes I'll do some house chores. makin' sure the house is clean so that mum and dad can come back to a comfortable home.

i am spending as much time as i could with my family. i really don't feel like goin' back to Singapore to work. but then, I'm old enough to start earning my own money and help support my family. i wanna be able to give my parents money to spend. being away from family really sucks. even though there are some quarrelling now and then and how i wish I'd be in Singapore. but a family is still a FAMILY. they are the closest to us. no matter what happens, it will all subside through time.

oh well, life has to go on. i kept tellin' myself to quit being so emotional! damn it!
i might as well start work fast and earn money, and have fun with life! there are still many years ahead of me. got lots to do. lots of patients waitin' for me to care for them. ^^'

I'm definitely gonna miss home, miss my family, my dog, my lovely bed! and the M'sian food!

it's not like i could come back any time i want though. i know it's just Singapore, but i won't be able to get off days easily. as you know, we're suffering from a shortage of nurses globally, so our hospital is definitely short of staffs. therefore, they would not allow us to take off days frequently. we even gotta have second doubt about taking an MC when we're sick! 'cus we wouldn't want our Ward Manager to think that we're one of those lazy person who takes off day and falls sick frequently. 'cus there are people who fakes diarrhea and then gets away with an MC.

well these people are kinda makin life tougher for others. the world out there is not exactly what I've imagined. never thought there would be lots of nasty people around. and those that are really selfish. they only think of themselves. not considerate at all. what would the world be if there were just nice, polite and generous people around. the world would be a wonderful place to live in. okay, I'm startin' to talk bout crap now. i should stop here. before things gets worst about how the world should be!

fun!

wanna show u guys somethin' that i did out of boredom! it's funny though! but i kinda got addicted to it! here are some pics!~

i love this! the joker card~

did this 'cus i know i will NEVER have the chance to be on a billboard!

and this 'cus we'll never be featured on a magazine!

tak de 'vogue', so 'vague' pun jadi la..~ ^^'

go on! make your own ones! i'm sure u'll have a blast!

http://www.effmypic.com/

have fun while you're at it!!~ =)

went cycling again!

well, i kinda forced myself to wake up early this morning to go cycling with my bro. so, i got up around 7 and woke my brother up cus his phone alarm doesn't seem to be workin' on him.

we went cycling around the housing area this time and not inside the golf course cus there are golfers playing early in the morning! i wouldn't wanna get hit by a golf ball, would i? so, here are some pics!~

love it when we go through this lane. love the trees!~

oh! and i just received an invitaion to my convocation ceremony!

sigh, as if i'm not going. paid 4oo plus!

don't know what i'm going to wear! haven't even got myself a pair of shoes yet!

a day with baby-sitter!

spent a lovely day with my baby-sitter!!! well, she's my great aunt actually. lovely lady. she would go the extra mile to make us happy!! brings back lots of old memories though. remembered how i was naughty, and she would chase me with the cane in her hand. i would run out to the garden and then back into the house and all the way up the stairs and into her room! then i would lock myself in it! and stay in there till... i kinda fell asleep on her bed! then when i wake up, i would sneak down the stairs. and there she is! sleeping on a mattress. must have been tired chasing me all around. feel bad though. she baby-sits my sister and my brother as well. well, 3 of us kinda grew up there. and that is where we learn our Cantonese! geesh! forgot to thank her for that! okay, i've just put in a mental note so i would remember to thank her the next time i see her.


so, mum dropped my brother and i there in the morning before she left to work. she prepared breakfast for us accompanied with a lovely cup of white coffee. yummmmeeeee. miss having breakfast with her..


well, we chit chat about how i was doing and stuff. there is always food in between! i didn't have to worry about being hungry today though.



well, this is where I've been sleeping during my afternoon naps!~ right in the middle of the hall. ^^'
oh! just remembered! my brother and i loved it when she kinda brush her hands through our back to sleep. feels so good and comfy~


love these antique switches~


i will definitely be missing her when I'm in Singapore. don't know when will be the next time i meet her again. oh and did i mention she's a good cook too?? i love whatever she cooks! stayed there till dinner and then left for home.


so glad to have her as my baby-sitter. will miss and always love u, great aunt!~

dinner at Tony Roma's

okay, so i went to ikano with my sister and brother to get my 'chops' done. needed it for the nursing reports though. cus i couldn't be writ ting my name each and every time i sign anything, otherwise it'll be hectic! so, since mostly all the staff nurses had each of this, we had to get one too in order to ease up our job.

so here it is! i made sure i double checked and triple checked so that i didn't get any of my friend's name wrong. they are kinda out of black ink. so i had to get the blue ink though. hope it's fine with you all.
and sorry chai, cus they don't have the black coloured chop. so i got you the blue one instead. hope it's fine with you too.

went out for shoe hunting too actually, but couldn't get any! damn.. guess I'll just have to buy it from spore. or maybe I'll try my luck next week at One Utama.

after getting my chops done, we went to Pet Safari to get some snacks for my dog! got him a packet of yummy chicken strips. it smells really good though. feel like taking a bite! ^^'

anyway, after buying the treats for my dog, my bro felt hungry, so we stopped by at Starbucks to grab some drinks and a banana+chocolate chip muffin! delicious!!!!

then we went on for dinner because we realize that the muffin wasn't enough for us. we went for dinner at Tony Roma's, where they serve extremely big portion of food!

i think this drink is called Pineapple Sunrise if I'm not mistaken. nice!

then we had this as starters. some sort of fried onion. forgot what it's called though.

i had this! umm.. Chicken Tenderloin Platter. man, it's so filling!

my sis ordered this. but she only ate half of it. sigh~

after filling up our stomach, of course we didn't forgot bout our dad at home. we bought burger for him. otherwise he wouldn't be eating at all.

after having all these food, i feel like a contented fat cow now.

now i gotta go to KLIA to pick up my mum! toodles~

great sunday morning

good morning! had a great morning today! went out with dad and brother for breakfast. had the deliciously yummy 'roti canai' and my milo ice! after breakfast, dad suggested we go for cycling inside the golf course. the golf course is not open to public today due to Raya. this is the only day that the golf course is close to public and that means this is the only day my dad can go fishing at the lovely ponds inside the course. i didn't wanted to go cycling actually, cus I'm a bit of a lazy person. but after my brother persuaded me, i went "oh, what the hell, let's go!". and so we went. beautiful scenery and lovely whether. didn't know how to handle my dad's bike though. but i managed it well. everything went well up until my brother started to joke around. i nearly fell off the slope! i mean 'roll' down the slope. like Jack and Jill. the only difference is i have a bike rolling down with me. and it's so not funny okay. i got so pissed! so i took the bike and went off. was having trembling legs! sigh.. thanks to my brother who finds it so funny by joking around, i end up going home angrily which i thought was not worth it at all later on. ah, but hell. came home and gotta wait for my sweat to dry off before i bathe, so i turned on the TV and watch E news. can't wait to watch the Emmy's awards though. woohoo! i have to force myself to wake up tmrw morning! gotta watch it live!

the beginning of a new chapter

ta-daah! welcome welcome to my brand new blog! well, i have been wanting to blog long ago, but couldn't. firstly was because i didn't have the time to blog during my college days. and secondly, i didn't have a laptop of my own! (which means i have one now! ^^ well, it was a hand-me-down from my dad though. I'm very grateful and had sworn to take good care of it! cus he's been maintaining it pretty darn well!) and thirdly, i did not have the Internet access at where i was staying during my student days which is the hostel.

speaking of the hostel, i kinda miss it though. miss the food to be exact. miss the time i had with my housemates and the times when we hang out at the mamak store. where we ordered food like thosai telur bawang, or thosai cheese(this was my all-time favourite), and to top it all, we will definitely order milo ice with some milo powder sprinkled on top of it. yum yum.. now that we've left our hostel, everyone went on their own separate ways. everyone has got their own goals to achieve, own stories to write.. nobody will have the time to get together and hang out cus they're just so busy with work, and their personal life. so girls and guys, appreciate your college life! it's where meet new friends and lots happens from there! i don't know bout you, but i definitely had a great college life.

well well, good time flies by. now that I've finally finished my 3 year course of nursing, I'm about to start a new chapter of my life which is the working life! arrghhh! working is not that bad right? i mean you get to earn money, get the freedom we've always wanted, add new people in our friends list and etc. but it's not the money or freedom that i wanted. you see, I'll be working in Singapore at Gleneagles Hospital. and that means i've gotta leave my family and friends behind(i know ppl will say "nah, it's just Singapore! not UK! u can always come back any time you want!"). but with the job that I'm tied up to, i can never leave my work! i mean who's gonna look after the patients if we're busy holiday-ing?? i realize that being a nurse, there's a lot I've got to sacrifice. I've understand this fact on the very first day i stepped into nursing. but oh well, the sacrifice is worth it. I've put it in good use! i care for those who needed help. especially the older people. okay.. i guess I'd better not start talking 'bout nursing otherwise it will turn out to be as it I'm writing a book!

i think this will be sufficient for my very first post. will put up a new one pretty soon. till then, bye!