sigh. it's funny how great time flies. it's been 1 month since i came back from Singapore for my holiday. i know from now on i wouldn't be getting anymore extended holidays like these. but i am glad i spent the holidays with my family. we were able to go to Cameron Highlands together at least. including my extremely-busy-with-work sister. ^^'
well i want more time with my family. i know I'm being greedy. i love to laze around the house. it just feels so good to be at home. sometimes I'll do some house chores. makin' sure the house is clean so that mum and dad can come back to a comfortable home.
i am spending as much time as i could with my family. i really don't feel like goin' back to Singapore to work. but then, I'm old enough to start earning my own money and help support my family. i wanna be able to give my parents money to spend. being away from family really sucks. even though there are some quarrelling now and then and how i wish I'd be in Singapore. but a family is still a FAMILY. they are the closest to us. no matter what happens, it will all subside through time.
oh well, life has to go on. i kept tellin' myself to quit being so emotional! damn it!
i might as well start work fast and earn money, and have fun with life! there are still many years ahead of me. got lots to do. lots of patients waitin' for me to care for them. ^^'
I'm definitely gonna miss home, miss my family, my dog, my lovely bed! and the M'sian food!
it's not like i could come back any time i want though. i know it's just Singapore, but i won't be able to get off days easily. as you know, we're suffering from a shortage of nurses globally, so our hospital is definitely short of staffs. therefore, they would not allow us to take off days frequently. we even gotta have second doubt about taking an MC when we're sick! 'cus we wouldn't want our Ward Manager to think that we're one of those lazy person who takes off day and falls sick frequently. 'cus there are people who fakes diarrhea and then gets away with an MC.
well these people are kinda makin life tougher for others. the world out there is not exactly what I've imagined. never thought there would be lots of nasty people around. and those that are really selfish. they only think of themselves. not considerate at all. what would the world be if there were just nice, polite and generous people around. the world would be a wonderful place to live in. okay, I'm startin' to talk bout crap now. i should stop here. before things gets worst about how the world should be!
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